Sun 2025-02-09 00:25:37 PST


hello there... upon seeing the host of rawtime (tiffy's) online journal circa ~2001 i felt making a little internet journal for myself would be worthy...
granted, most other journals i write end up becoming depressing due to my meloncholic nature... and i'm not sure when i'll even write to this... my life consists of many ideas without much action and the tides change very often. so i'm not sure if this will become deleted as well...
the fact that it's public is already a bit concerning as i'm unable to write to the true depths of my experience, person beliefs, secrets...
but how about i just treat it as a social media platform, okay?

I want to apologize for not writing more formally as it decreases readability of the text. From now on I will write in "proper" English, at least from the frame of refrence akin to a college English professor. This *is* my own journal, however, so I suppose it is up to my own decision how I choose to write.

Anyway, enough of the meta(physical?) questioning.
Today, I submitted a take home midterm for a class on bioinformatics. I decided to wait to the last day (up until the afternoon) to start, which was 10/10 idea yet again lol. sorry for fucladsfjn dang it my stupid dumb brainrot is coming back that sucks lemms lemons
sorry, anyway so i'm completely behind on numerious classes:
currently taking: honestly i'm uninterested in all of em but oh well idrk i'm very behind.... im too tired to go into depth why im upset about this but theres some stupid stuff and yeah mabe ill expain l8r

main goal for this year. release a game. doesn't matter the quality, just get it in the public
this is a complete mess jjust like my brain so i complteely apologize to anyone reading this (if i even dont delete it idk wel'l see tho i do wanna talk about life philosophies and otherwise l8r)

humanity will evolve into an amalgamation between it and its very creations, evolving faster than the nature which created it, or destroy itself in the process of doing so.